1. The fucking jerks who'll all burn in hell.
2. No driver.
3. No Istanbul or any other place i.e. stuck in Jeddah.
4. No training.
5. No recharging with green.
6. She's making me feel guilty for something I didn’t do nor I'll EVER think of.
7. The books I want aren’t here yet.
8. All plans for the summer went down the drain cuz of no.2 .
9. My hopes are raised then sent tumbling down.
10. I just found out that I'm taking labs and imaging next year which makes me feel suicidal.
Aug 18, 2009
Aug 17, 2009
A Prisoner of Birth
Just finished A Prisoner of Birth and OMG I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT!!
Its been a long time since I read something this unputdownable, amazing and thrilling.
You all must move you’re asses to the nearest book store and buy it. It’s a MUST READ!
Aug 8, 2009
My First Surgery
It was RAINING that day in JEDDAH! And we didn’t have classes for 3HOURS!
The girls were either playing in the rain or ditching the university and heading to lunch in that nice, rare weather. That is all except of me, Z, A and G. We went to the hospital. To try to get into a surgery. Hehe.
The girls were either playing in the rain or ditching the university and heading to lunch in that nice, rare weather. That is all except of me, Z, A and G. We went to the hospital. To try to get into a surgery. Hehe.
We got to the surgery ward and talked to the chief surgeon and he said" OK! but you have to change into scrubs. The nurses will kill you if they saw you like this here".
So, we went and wore SCRUBS FOR THE FIRST TIME! YAY. LOL.
In the changing room, I first took off my jeans and shirt than wore the scrubs. Duhh! But when I got out, A was wearing it over her clothes. So I went back and did the same. It was very uncomfortable. I took them off AGAIN! But this time I kept my shirt under the scrubs LOL. When I got out my friends saw me and decided to do as I did, so they went back to change AGAIN!
After we FINALLY all got dressed we took a few pics. Dude it was our first in scrubs XD.
Then we returned to the surgical ward and they gave us INTERNS BADGES! Oh that was awesome. Then a stupid surgeon came and scold us for showing up unannounced and that no one have time to show us around. My response was "m3 nfsk the chief already said yes" << I didn’t really say it of course :P
An anesthesiologist came and showed us around. Then she asked one surgeon if we can watch and he said YES!
It was a Laparoscopic Cholecystectomy (gall bladder removal). It was AMAZING! And less dramatic than regular surgeries- good for first timers.
At one point the doc asked us about the ligaments attached to the gall bladder and we didn’t know the answer. Ouch!
He said:" your third year medical students and you don't know that?! You took Anatomy right?"
We said:" well, we didn’t study it yet. We are in the integrated system and we didn’t take the GIT yet".
He didn’t talk ,ask not even look at us after that. LOL. Shame on us.
To tell ya the truth, if he asked me now after I took it, I still won't be able to answer him. :P
Come on dude ask about something easier. Ligaments ? Nobody remembers them :S
Anywho, we watched the surgery through monitors. He was cutting those ligaments he loves so much and cauterizing the arteries. And it was insane I wanted to yank that laparoscope from his hands and CUT! Awaa I wish I did. It seemed so easy and he cuts so slowly.
Another thing that I loved was the surgical theater. It was brand new, high tech, all touch screens stuffies and gadgets. LOVE!
G kept on nudging me and said " I want to take pics of everything. It's so amazing". I said "are you kidding me they'll kill us and think we are taking pics of the patient".
After an hour and a half, he was finally able to start pulling the gall bladder through the patient's belly button. And let me tell ya that thing looked big in the monitors. So I thought how in the world it will pass through!
But then it did, the gall bladder is out and it looked so small.
Ha? Why was he struggling ?
If it was me I would have pulled it in a sec. LOL :P
Puff. The surgery was over and off we go running to change, then go back to campus and attend a tutorial that has nothing to do with surgery but with a brain surgeon.
Ahh what a day! =]
Aug 7, 2009
Same Old
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I'm so bored. I do nothing but sleep, read and watch TV. I have a lot on my mind and I have a lot to do. But all I can seem to do is make lists and not fulfill them. What's wrong with me I feel so angry and I don’t want to talk to no one.
I'm waiting for my summer training to start. But I haven't heard anything from the hospital. They said in August and now a week passed and nothing. =[
A couple of days ago I finished One Hundred Years of Solitude. And OMG its unbelievably BRILLIANT!
When I first started reading I was thinking I know it will suck just like Love in the Time of Cholera why am I wasting my time. I kept on reading and then thought that he's either a genius or a complete idiot. I find his way of writing very unique. I couldn't make my mind until I read the last sentence in the book and chills went through my body. And then I knew he's a complete GENIUS!
I love the book and its now one of my favs. <3
Anywho, now I'm reading another Julia Quinn, Brighter than the Sun, and it’s a fun, light read.
Oh and a few months back, I finished Julia's Bridgeton family series and none of them is good as The Viscount who Loved Me. But still they were a fun read instead of the medical books and the preparations for the exams. :P :p
Don’t know what I'm gonna read next. Any suggestions?
Aug 1, 2009
Moving to Turkey <3
I just read this : Interview with Hning – A Saudi Woman with Asian Heritage
And OMG I must live in Istanbul !!
After high school, I actually asked mom if I can continue my studies in Istanbul. But she said no, cuz medicine isn't that good there and that I will need at least a year to LEARN TURKISH!! Cuz apperently 40 words isn't enough. Err. Although I can read and write some.
I said ok. I applied here in zft al 6een o studied medicine.
After a year from that, one of my relatives accidently missed applying for university here in Saudi. So her parents allowed her to study in Istanbul. My reaction was: WTF? THAT BITCH! LOL. But she did speak Turkish fluently. " mashallah m7 a7sdha lol" :P :p
Now I'm sentenced to stick here for at least 4 years to finish zft al 6een medicine. And ya Allah I can't stay here any longer. Please ya Allah its eating me alive and that girl in the interview said she's less angry so I must move and be the plesent person everyone whish I would be. Look at my feet even they look hapier there :P :p.
Jul 30, 2009
Frankly My Dear I don't Give a Damn
Just watched Gone With the Wind for the millionth time. It's my all time fav =] .
Anywho my sis Moon joined me near the ending and I dont know if she forgot it or never really saw it before, but her reaction was: WHAT THE FUCK ? and I went like yeah I know I hate the ending, so stupid but she was a real bitch to him.
Then she said: who cares, eish al nhaya al M3O8AH HADY??
LOOOOOOOOOL I don't know about u but the cracked the hell out of me :p
What do u think about the movie? =]
Jul 27, 2009
Life sux YEAH YEAH !!
Made some yummy chocolate pudding today =] .
My friend is having a party this Wednesday. I dont know if I want to go, bs I do know that I CANT!!
Life sux without a driver here in Saudi T_T.
I wanna live somewhere else, where I can drive myself or walk for God sakes. Y dont we have subways like every other country in the world, y dont we use buses like every other fucking place on the planet :S.
Y cant I live in a place where u get to buy the books right after their published and not wait a whole fucking year. Where clothes r here in season and u have all the brands.
Puff. Bottom line is life sux in Saudi Arabia =[
Anywho, there is a little writing competition a medical forum in university is holding. And I want to give it a shot. But the written piece is supposed to be in Arabic.
I wrote this thing about my beloved city Istanbul (dont even think it or I'll hunt u down & kill ya, I dont love it cuz of the stupid Turkish series. It got a part of my soul if u must know) but its kinda of crazy and dark just like my mood LOL. I wanted my friend to read it before I submit it but umm its CRAZY LOL and I dont want to write something else, no time and I just dont feel like it .
Jul 18, 2009
Prison Break
I spent all yesterday and today watching a marathon of PB season 4 on SHOWTIME.
Everything was great, until the end. I fucking hated it. Why does he have to die? WHY DOES MICHAEL HAVE TO DIE?
I'm not the kind of person who likes happy endings. I always think that they are unrealistic, but I really REALLY wanted no make it NEEDED one for PB!!
I'm so annoyed and confused, its fiction right ? so y dont they give us our fucking happy ending ? T_T
Jul 13, 2009
BLUE
Hey, its been a long time since I wrote something here. Don’t worry u haven’t missed much :p
Any way I was feeling really shitty the past couple of days. u see my driver went home and I made so many plans for this summer and yeah now I cant do none of them.. life sux for a girl in Saudi without a car T_T. Oh and another fucking thing is I'm not traveling, wooha life is only getting better LOL. And u know what I did to make myself feel better I went n watched "Doubt". Ummm I don’t know it made me feel worse, confused and really fuckin annoyed. U know y? its cuz u don’t really know :S n I hate that, I MUST KNOW :@. So I spent another day in a black, blue mood thanks to my amazing timing to watch that movie" yaay me" .
Today thank god I came back to my senses and decided to watch a more cheerful movie so I watched "Yes Man" ( it was the only movie I have that wasn’t depressing). Any way I REALLY LIKED the movie. I know lots of ppl r saying its lame and Jim Carrey is repeating himself and is becoming boring. But I think NOT :P.
I want to be a yes girl so bad but life is against me and I CANT!! I HATE LIFE !! I have lost the well to live. Please if I was ever in ventilator just unplug me. I'm not saying that cuz I'm now depressed, I've thought about it before lots of times and I made my mind. I'm blabbing nonsense now bs I don’t care u don’t have to read if u don’t want to.
Another thing, yesterday I was checking some other blogs and I found one that I really love. I kept reading and reading. This lady is so open and honest and she speaks her mind, talk about every single intimate detail of her life and I find it so amazing and refreshing cuz I'm so bottled up I cant even do that with my closest friends or family. Mom says I'm gonna get sick cuz of that but who cares boho. I'm blabbering again.
Any way I've decided to do the thing in my mind even though everything is against me right now. cuz I'm a yes girl now *wink wink* LOL. Wish me luck o inshallah I really do it mo bs klam XD.
OOh now I remember another reason for me being blue, its that I removed my braces after 16 months and the result wasn’t like I wanted T_T and my brother made me miss the appointment that I had with my doc before he leaves on vacation to scream at him and maybe if things didn’t go my way murder him so I'm stuck was my teeth for another month errrrrrr. Oh and another thing my teeth was tiny winy thingy out of place before the braces. But I still did it cuz I fucking wanted a perfect teeth n my fucking friend said yes do it, u need it. After the 16 months only a tiny changed which leaves the winy which means it isn't fucking perfect. Oh n guess what when I told that fucking friend she told me quit being a brat your teeth didn’t need braces in the first place :@
FUCK HER , FUCK MY DOC :@
Good bye XOXO << y5ty 3lia so cute :p
Any way I was feeling really shitty the past couple of days. u see my driver went home and I made so many plans for this summer and yeah now I cant do none of them.. life sux for a girl in Saudi without a car T_T. Oh and another fucking thing is I'm not traveling, wooha life is only getting better LOL. And u know what I did to make myself feel better I went n watched "Doubt". Ummm I don’t know it made me feel worse, confused and really fuckin annoyed. U know y? its cuz u don’t really know :S n I hate that, I MUST KNOW :@. So I spent another day in a black, blue mood thanks to my amazing timing to watch that movie" yaay me" .
Today thank god I came back to my senses and decided to watch a more cheerful movie so I watched "Yes Man" ( it was the only movie I have that wasn’t depressing). Any way I REALLY LIKED the movie. I know lots of ppl r saying its lame and Jim Carrey is repeating himself and is becoming boring. But I think NOT :P.
I want to be a yes girl so bad but life is against me and I CANT!! I HATE LIFE !! I have lost the well to live. Please if I was ever in ventilator just unplug me. I'm not saying that cuz I'm now depressed, I've thought about it before lots of times and I made my mind. I'm blabbing nonsense now bs I don’t care u don’t have to read if u don’t want to.
Another thing, yesterday I was checking some other blogs and I found one that I really love. I kept reading and reading. This lady is so open and honest and she speaks her mind, talk about every single intimate detail of her life and I find it so amazing and refreshing cuz I'm so bottled up I cant even do that with my closest friends or family. Mom says I'm gonna get sick cuz of that but who cares boho. I'm blabbering again.
Any way I've decided to do the thing in my mind even though everything is against me right now. cuz I'm a yes girl now *wink wink* LOL. Wish me luck o inshallah I really do it mo bs klam XD.
OOh now I remember another reason for me being blue, its that I removed my braces after 16 months and the result wasn’t like I wanted T_T and my brother made me miss the appointment that I had with my doc before he leaves on vacation to scream at him and maybe if things didn’t go my way murder him so I'm stuck was my teeth for another month errrrrrr. Oh and another thing my teeth was tiny winy thingy out of place before the braces. But I still did it cuz I fucking wanted a perfect teeth n my fucking friend said yes do it, u need it. After the 16 months only a tiny changed which leaves the winy which means it isn't fucking perfect. Oh n guess what when I told that fucking friend she told me quit being a brat your teeth didn’t need braces in the first place :@
FUCK HER , FUCK MY DOC :@
Good bye XOXO << y5ty 3lia so cute :p
May 4, 2009
Feminine Side
Look how beautiful and colorful this brain is?
You would think some cute m3 nfsha girl did it. But the truth is : its one of our lovely, in touched with their feminine side guys LOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
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